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I BELIEVE DIFFERENTLY
This statement could
mean that I, as the author believe differently from the mainstream Christian
Church or it could mean that you are looking here because you believe differently
altogether and are strong in your beliefs which are contrary to Christian faith.
Either way we all need to come to the full knowledge of His Truth regardless
of how or what we believe. To believe is a human action but to know what God
knows is a God action within our lives. We all believe differently and we all
have been given by the world in which we live, different spiritual programs
in which we believe. Some people hear things and choose not to believe them
and others hear things and do not want to believe them but end up believing
them because they are living their lives within the community of people who
do believe such things and it becomes a way of life for all. If you are reading
here and you are looking for a way to substantiate your own beliefs and a way
to avoid the Truth of God then you are not going to find consolation for your
distressed soul in the way of support by like believers or anybody who will
agree that you can believe what you want and find Truth and peace within the
vanity of your own mind, however the owner of this site loves to lead you into
relationship with the spirit of all Truth who abides within your own heart.
Belief is not the end, it is only the beginning of a search for Truth and many
follow their beliefs only to go to the grave still not knowing the true way
to peace, love and joy. God has made us and put within us a desire to know Him
and all of His vast knowledge and love and belief is not satisfying in itself,
for we still hunger for the reality of His life to be evident in our lives as
we express His life. If we only believe then it is our Adamic
mind working to know God and this is religion but if we are open to what God
wills for our lives then we will receive His Truth established within our beings
and we will know what God knows in us for we shall have the mind of His Son
and we shall be at one with Him, God the Father.
This page is really
dedicated to bringing you a personal testimony of Christ in me and how the Lord
has been working His purpose within me for all time.
I only bring you this as a way of encouragement and teaching. I can say that I am a new Christian in one way, yet in another I can say that I have know God forever. The Lord certainly has a plan for my life as indeed He has for yours, only I did not know it until He revealed Himself to me and asked of me my willingness to respond to His amazing Grace and of my willingness to die completely to self.
I was born in a small village called Redcliffs in the city of Christchurch in New Zealand in 1951 in a small cottage in Main street, twenty feet from the sea, in a small room, I was born to loving parents.
I contracted polio in 1952 and had corrective surgery over many years of my life. My parents always loved me and encouraged me to move forward in life despite my would be handicap. The custom was to Christen the babies and I was Christened at a young age as were all of my brothers and sisters. I had a special God mother named Madge who insisted that I went to Sunday school, my mother sent me and as a child I did attend irregularly, even so I received many visions in those days as readers would read the Word of God to the congregation. I saw spiritual visions of Biblical accounts and thought nothing of it until the Lord apprehended me in recent years and brought me back to remembrance of it.
At the age of twelve I was out with my family on the peninsula and the boys were playing and exploring when I went up a steep cliff track which slowly thinned out to the point where there was no foot hold and with my polio leg I could not manoeuvre nor return to safety as below loomed a sixty or seventy foot drop to basalt rocks washing in the sandy beach below. It was at this time that I really called on God and depended on Him alone. I called out help me God. There was no one else around within ear shot and all I could do was tremble with my back against the cliff. A voice inside me said go on jump you will be all right it looks soft down there and you won't be hurt and yet another voice said trust me to find your way out. When I cried out to God for help I suddenly had the idea to look behind me towards the cliff and there just above my head and nearly out of reach was a root from the bushes above protruding out of dry ground. I saw the root out of dry ground and it looked about as thick as my little finger and it was dry and broken through on the top and only half of it was in tact. There was another root a little higher up and I knew that if I could get a hold on that one then I would be home free. I trusted God and somehow was enabled to turn about and to reach the root which gave me enough lift to reach the more substantial root above which acted as a rope to pull myself up and through the thorns and rocks above to safety. I was battered, bruised and bleeding but I was safe. I did not think about that event at all afterwards and I did not even mention it to dad but when I heard the voice of God call me just recently at the age of forty five and I decided to follow Jesus, He reminded me of it and how He had been there to lift me up and out of danger. God revealed how many times during my life He had been there guiding me and helping me get through tough situations. I think we all have felt the hand of God working in our lives in some way or another and yet we may not recognize it at the time.
As a young man I always could sense things which were about to take place and many a time I had foreknowledge of catastrophes in the lives of people I knew at school or in the neighbourhood. I was afraid of this power that was working within me because I thought that because I was thinking these things that they would happen. I spent many years canceling these thoughts from my mind in the hope that I would not be causing destruction to the lives of others and I always replaced these thoughts with pleasant thoughts. This did not stop certain events happening and I still did see things before they happened but I did feel like it was not me doing it and I felt free of any guilt I felt just like an observer. I would often tell my parents of things and they would marvel at events which occurred. I feel that I had a relationship with God even though I had not known His name, I had just called Him God. I was going to Sunday school off and on and at the age of fourteen I was confirmed in the Anglican Church. I felt that I did not know Jesus really and it was just a thing to do. I took it half seriously and I had my first communion and learned a few prayers. I knew God in a way but I did not relate to Jesus as my saviour in a way that I fully comprehended the work that He had done. I went on in life without going to Church and I always felt the leading of God in things that I did at work and at home. I used to pray in my heart all the time and I would even play little guessing games where I would have revealed to me exact answers to my amazement. All of this seemed like a normal life to me and I did not even recognize it as being special until God really impacted my life and showed me that it was Him all along teaching me special abilities and ways to communicate with Him.
I married and raised
a family in the years to come and I did not follow Jesus consciously although
He was with me for sure. I had some very powerful spiritual revelations and
experiences in the 1980s when my uncle died in New Zealand and I was living
in Australia.
I saw in my open vision whilst wide
awake and standing up in my lounge room a total picture of him in his coffin,
I had nothing else in sight it was pure spiritual vision and all other normal
vision had been removed. I was with my wife Wendy and my mother who was visiting
Australia and I said that someone has just died and my mother thought it was
her dad and I said no it is uncle Doug. When my mother went back to New Zealand
she mailed me to say that uncle Doug had died on that same day. Another event
took place which gave me an insight into how we can join our souls together
in unhealthy union. A very good friend of mine was dying on a hospital table
when I had a conversation with him in the spirit from a distance of fifteen
miles away. The conversation lasted a few minutes and I was holding him not
allowing him to depart until he demanded that I do so. There was a silver cord
of light joining us together and it was like cling wrap coming up from my chest
into the spiritual realm. About ten minutes after the phone rang and his wife
told me that he had died and could we come to the hospital immediately. These
are only a few of the spiritual experiences I have had and which have just happened
without saying a word. I have never been a seeker in any religion and I have
never listened to any other beliefs in spiritual matters I have always heard
the inner voice and been aware of the spirit which was given in the beginning.
I lead a life like
every other person just going along according to what I know and I suppose being
lead at times from within but not really knowing the name of my Husband or guardian
of my soul. I went into a real bad time of crushing circumstances with business
and family and out of all of this came a new birth, where I really was called
into service for the Lord. I came to know God and to hunger after all of Him.
I received many visions and spiritual experiences as God revealed Himself to
me, taking me into another dimension of life beyond the veil of the limited
mentality. God said " I will give you everything you need NOW."
I started going
to Church in Febuary of 1996 and my wife Wendy followed a month later then our
son was powerfully born again about six months later, our daughter is still
being drawn and well on the way. I went to Church because I was a broken man
and our marriage was on the rocks as was our family life. God started to work
more deeply in my heart and I was baptized in 1997, I decided to follow after
the Lord and I could not get enough teaching. I was attending a Baptist Church
and I had the desire to become baptized in the Holy Spirit, the baptist Church
did not follow that there was a separate baptism of fire. By divine appointment
the Lord lead me via my wife Wendy who was a girls brigade leader to another
Church to support a young girl who happened to attend both Churches. I was attending
this Assemblies of God Church sometimes and also on a Thursday night prayer
meeting. In one meeting on a Sunday morning we were there with a friend of ours
who came along to check it out, when a word of prophesy came out of the Pastors
mouth in the middle of her sermon and it was directed at me as was witnessed
by our friend and my wife Wendy. Pastor Melinda said, " you won't make millions
of dollars in socks but you will help to save millions of souls" this
was just a few words which she spoke mid sentence then carried on with the message,
all three of us there heard it and commented on it afterwards. God asked me
if I believed the prophesy and I said, yes Lord. The pastor had no way of knowing
that I had just gone bankrupt in a sock manufacturing business which turned
over millions of dollars. I continued going to services and during one service
the Lord revealed all Truth to me and said that " I will unpack it for you and
make it real within you." Then because the Lord had lead me there for His purpose
I had the desire to be Baptized in the Holy Spirit and I was there one evening
with this desire burning within me and the Pastor said that there is someone
here wanting the baptism in the Holy Spirit please come to the front. I went
to the front and I was asked what I wanted from the Lord and I said I wanted
the baptism of fire in the name of Yahveh and of Jesus and of the Holy
spirit. I was filled and completely overflowing with new words and my arms shot
out in front of me like a prophet and I prophesied for about half an hour or
more in about five different languages. The Lord soon after took me into the
throne room in Heaven which is a golden cube with panels which can move and
He showed me certain symbols pertaining to my mission. This was a pure spiritual
vision much more pristine than any vision we have here in the natural realm,
I was actually there without the encumbrance of my body and I pinched myself
to make sure that I was still here. God showed me certain symbols and as I asked
questions from my spirit then the golden panels would move out about six inches
and then another portion of the panel would move out to give the required spiritual
information in answer to my questions. I saw only a small percentage of the
cube but I could tell it was a cube with a translucent golden floor and solid
Gold panelled walls, there was an altar near the steps and it was fairly low
and it was covered with all manner of what I would call ancient writing characters
and symbols which were raised out from the base level of the surface, this was
the same all over the walls on all of the panels which were within my vision.
The cube appeared to be about twenty or thirty feet high compared to the position
from which my vision came. I asked many questions and I received many answers
in my spirit although I can not really say that I can remember what intercourse
took place. The one symbol which remains clearly and one which I have drawn
often is the seed of corn with a new shoot coming out as in germination and
I feel that it represents the anointing of God and the new life which will flow
from me. I asked God,
" Lord what is the extent of your
Kingdom?" and at that He took me on a tour of the entire universe. It started
as a vision of a star map of our local star systems and it showed lines between
all stars like inter linking cords and then it expanded outwards in all directions
at the same time into our galaxy then into all galaxies and into infinity, it
was an awesome sight and I still don't know how I comprehended it all in a multidimensional
way with my limited mind.
A little later I asked God who are you? and I went into a vision just like I was watching a movie and I was taken back to the very beginning and I saw God, the Ancient of days and I mean Ancient, this was a vision of the very beginning of the life of His Son Jesus Christ so so so long ago. This vision went on for many minutes and I was shown the creation from start to finish. This is so special to me and I can not explain to much about it except to say I saw Jesus create out of His own mind and all manner of animals and fish and birds just appearing. A little later on after all was made I saw all people holding hands and walking back to Adam each generation being resurrected and finally the whole earth, all things becoming like a great light and everything entering into a new dimension where all is pristine and pure and clean.
I have had many such visions and the Lord has given me visions of creating and extending His Kingdom as the unbounded universe of God continues to grow and I have seen the creative powers of God resident within me as I have been given authority to build and govern over many galaxies. I suppose my God is big in my eyes and I do believe differently to most and so I just wanted to give you maybe a larger view too and a desire within your own heart to know the glory which is before us all.
I have ever since
following after the Lord, had a desire for the restoration of Israel in the
natural and in the spiritual and I associated with a group called Shalom Israel
where I was touched to pray for Israel on a regular basis and even now as the
Lord leads by His spirit. When the prayer language came to me and after I had
asked the Lord what do you want me to pray, I heard the words, " Lord teach
me to reach the world for your Kingdom" and " Pray in the spirit the prayers
that I give you to pray." I said to Jesus that I would pray every day in the
spirit as He leads me and this has been a good indicator for the direction my
life has taken in the fulfillment of the mission which was shown to me in Heaven
within. I found myself praying continually even in my sleep, I often would wake
up in prayer and sometimes I was in deep travail for the lost. I found deep
healing was coming into my life and I wept for weeks at work, I had to hide
in a quiet place and I found it so hard to work and cry and pray at the same
time but after the healing was done I found that soon I could pray and work
at the same time. I set myself to pray the spiritual prayers that Jesus would
bring to me and one day something happened and I will now show you a letter
which I wrote to an elder of our Church concerning the matter.
Dear David,
It is Grant Barlow here from Diamond valley Baptist Church. You
preached at church five or six weeks ago and I came forward
as you called
for those who felt the call to service for the Lord. I come
to you for
advice as some how I always thought I would, you said that
we should sit
down and have a good talk about how the Lord is calling me.
Well you have
been in my mind all day, as I have been pondering over what
to do about a
strong call the Lord has placed in my heart, over the past
few weeks.
There have been a lot of little miracles
happening in my life, I have been
witnessing to a lot of people and there have been a lot of
responses to the
call of the Lord as well as a lot of answered prayer . I feel
I am growing
stronger in the Lord every day. I have had a lot of visions
and I am sure
the Lord has gifted me in many ways. I would just like to share
with you
now something that has been happening, and ask you how I should
respond to
such an amazing occurrence.
Well here goes, about a year ago I received
the gift of praying in the
prayer language, some may call it praying in tongues. I have
been called to
pray this way more and more over recent months. I pray sometimes
four or
five hours a day it becomes quite tiring sometimes. I am fortunate
that
where I work there is a fair bit of noise and people accept
that I go
around babbling to myself half the day most of them are saved
now anyway so
I feel confident to pray.
About a month ago I started noticing
words in amongst the strange ones, I
speak a little Italian and also I am learning Hebrew as well,
the Lord was
making me aware of what I was saying. Praying in tongues is
different from
generating normal speech from our mind , it sort of just comes
out and you
don't know what is going to be said until it comes out. The
Lord was
revealing to me a thread of understanding, there were a lot
of Biblical
words coming out, like Enoch, Elijah, Horeb Jerusalem
Lebanon, Israel many others as well as place names interlaced
with a few
Italian and Hebrew words just to bind it all together. I wondered
what it
all meant and just kept on praying as I was prompted to do
so. Then two
weeks ago at the beginning of the week the name of Abraham
was coming out
of my mouth powerfully along with all the other names and languages,
I was
really fascinated and kept it up thinking it must be really
important, but
not really understanding what was going on, this continued
all week until
on the Friday something of a miracle happened. I was in the
middle of a
powerful prayer when I stopped to go to the toilet. When I
returned to my
section, my operator come up to me all glassy eyed, not quite
sure about
himself and said to me, " Abraham is looking for you" Not sure
what he
meant I said who and he repeated it ."Abraham is looking
for you" I said
you mean the Jewish bloke next door, Avram. He said no I said
"Abraham is
looking for you, you know Isaac's father" I said you mean the
boss and his
side kick. and he said No "Abraham is looking for you, you
know Isaac's
Father, Sarah's husband" I said what out of the Bible?
and he said yes now
you understand. At that Sam turned around and went back to
work. I stood
there thinking , wondering, praising and a bit over come by
it all and then
thought well if it is God giving me the message to continue
praying I had
better get cracking. I thought it all a bit strange since just
the night
before my son and I were up in the attic praying normally and
we were
praying for blessings to all the Jews and for God to unveil
their eyes and
for Jerusalem and the nation of Israel. We had planted two
trees there at a
shalom Israel meeting as a seed of faith that one day we would
get to the
Holy land. As I continued to pray it was really powerful and
I knew that I
was right, God wanted me to pray this way, it continued until
eight o'clock
that night and I had to shut it down as I walked into Gayle
and George's
house for our cell group meeting.
All week I continued praying , three
, four hours a day as I could,
actually I am getting really good at praying and working at
the same time
as I don't have to think what I am praying about. There was
a lot of
revelation coming to me as I prayed and powerful words were
coming out and
also an English word Blood followed by Jerusalem this came
out in this
combination a few times along with America , Lebanon, Rome,
Catholicism
Horeb anarchy, along with many Biblical names and Hebrew and
Italian the
number 12 in Italian 3 in Hebrew and heaps more
At one stage it sounded like I was reading out a list of charges.
This really had me wondering what was
going on then on Friday morning just
gone, I was reading my word for today by Bob Gass and my all
time favorite
Charles Spurgeon, When I had finished I heard the LORD say
open the Bible,
It fell open at chapters 42 and 43 of the book of Isaiah. I
thought to
myself I will read chapter 43 there are some good verses in
there I have
just been reading a book where they are mentioned. The Lord
said read 42, I
started reading just skimming then my eyes locked on verse
6 and this was
it, I started to read I read down through 9 and the Lord said
I want you to
mark those verses with the red hi lighter, so I did. As I read
over and
over these verses the Lord revealed to me the lost memories
of my days at
Sunday school, the visions I had seen and the promise he had
made to me . I
can remember my prayers to him when I was young about my polio
and not
being able to join in with the other kids and HE said to me
"ONE DAY YOU
WILL BE GREAT" I walked around with a smug look
on my face for years, not
really understanding it was God who had spoken to me. As I
looked back I
could see just where God was in my life all along.
Then on the Saturday as I had finished
my daily devotional the Lord said I
want you to read the whole book of Isaiah out loud. Wow it
took me over
three hours. J D Williams preached on the Christian Jew
connection and the
unveiling of their eyes and my wife read the Bible reading
out of Isaiah,
this is getting too much but I am loving it .
Today at work Sam my operator asked
me for the first time what I said as I
was Praying, maybe I said something in Italian that he picked
up on. I
explained about the prayer language and he said why don't I
just speak so
as others understand , he said that once before he had said
something to
someone, and he didn't know what he had said and the other
man wouldn't
tell him. All week I had been wanting to ask him if he remembered
what he
had said to me about Abraham but I couldn't. I said do you
remember saying
something to me last week ? He said what about ? and I said
about Abraham
without saying what he had said and he said yes. I said well
what did you
say? He said Abraham is looking for you. I said to Sam well
why did you say
that and he said I don't know I just felt like I had to.
I have asked the Lord to reveal to me
if He is calling me to Israel. All
day long I have had the song come into my head "come to Jerusalem"
I bought
a Messianic worship CD a couple of weeks ago and that song
just keeps
coming to me.
I received an invitation to go to Jerusalem
last week I could hardly
believe my eyes, it was from international needs we sponsor
a couple of
little girls and the invite was in with a letter from them.
I phoned David
Ayliffe the director of international needs to see about the
tour he is
organizing to Rome, Israel and Egypt. to see the cost and times
.
There is a Shalom Israel event at our
church on this Saturday about the
saints in Israel as well as a praise and worship night
Do you think it
would be wise to give a testimony?
David as you can see there has been
a lot happening and I really am a
little unsure of how to respond, if you have time you may be
able to email
me at grunta@vic.mondial.net.au or
telephone me on 94324792. it would
be much appreciated.
RICH BLESSINGS
Grant Barlow. 24th June 1998
This start of revelation from the Lord triggered a chain of spiritual events which lead me to really break through the barriers of self and push into the Kingdom which was shown to me for all people. I found myself in a battle within as Jesus came and stirred up every enemy within and I found that I had many battles ahead of me even in the work place and at home, in fact everywhere I put my foot I had a victory to win with my saviour at my side even in the Church. I found the grace of God to be with me and I believed what He had spoken to my heart. This confidence within that God was with me and that the battle was the Lord's and that the battle had already been won pushed me on and on through every barrier which came up against me and tested me. I went through many spiritual battles and found that the Christ in me was the victor and all I had to do was to trust Him and move forward.
I found that as I prayed for Israel and for the raising up of the sons of God for the liberation of all of creation that I had certain spiritual visitors come and bring me revelation and help in the mission to which I was called. At first when Abraham came to me I was overwhelmed and I did not know what to think and I thought that I should not allow this sort of communion but after testing the spirit and praying to the Lord Jesus He said that there are many in His body and that it is His plan. I learned to trust the Lord with this answer and it seemed contrary to popular Church teaching but Jesus is head of all and I listened to Him and I allowed many of Christ to come and speak through me. Sam the operator who told me that Abraham was wanting to talk with me has also seen these men come and visit and he said that Abraham was not as tall as the one waiting for you over there. This may seem strange to you and you may be scared of such things but for me it is an every day occurrence and my spiritual rapport with the Lord has opened so much as these special visitors bring me the Truth of the Kingdom of God. I feel sure that the Lord is speaking spiritual Truth to the lost souls on the other side of the river of life as these spiritual leaders name themselves and speak through me into another realm of existence.
I have had nearly every prophet in the Bible come and name Himself and speak as well as the apostles and many others like Enoch, Moses and Jesus. Jesus came and kissed me on the lips and the smell of that exotic ancient perfume of the spikenard remained on me for days, it symbolized my desire to live for the moment and not to wait for a future time for Christ to become real. I have never asked for this to happen but in obedience to the prayers of the Spirit of God this is what I am called to do for the Kingdom to come and I believe the words spoken to me and I trust the Lord for He is for me and not against me. With all of this teaching and revelation coming to my life I have found that the spirit of the Lord has certainly been upon me and at times I can see myself as a spiritual being outside of my own physical body. I seem to see from a position outside of myself and I see clearly and others see this strange light all over me, many have commented on it. Since I have said to the Lord I surrender every part of me to You come and fill me with Yourself I have felt this strange transformation coming in my life and I know that Christ is appearing within His Temple. The Lord Jesus said to "ask the Father to send His angels ascending and descending upon you as this is My Blood, which cleanses you."
The Lord has given me the mission to prepare the Bride for His appearing and the reason I have written this web page is for the instruction and teaching of the Church. I had never written before and I had only read one book in my life until I hungered to unfold the mysteries of God. I read the Bible from cover to cover to cover to cover and I read over 50 spiritual books and many many anointed writings on the internet as well as regular Bible studies and I listened to many anointed audios in the last four years. I did not know that I could write, even so the Lord was preparing me for it and I built an attic for this purpose and bought a computer not knowing how to use it neither knowing how to even type.
I wrote a letter to my wife Wendy once in the early days of my walk with Jesus and I asked Jesus to guide my hand and to my surprise it was a masterpiece with prophetic fulfillment. I went to a men's meeting and the speaker said that his son had given him a fiftieth birthday card with fifty reasons why I love you dad and I thought that would be a good idea for our daughters twenty first birthday and so I asked God to lead me. It ended up as a book of blessing and we all three members of the family gave seven reasons why we love Hollie and then it went on to blessings for here life and a full walk through the Bible with a Gospel account. Part way through this writing which flowed with the anointing of God, I lost the flow and I prayed and asked God why have I lost it and what do I need to do to regain the spirit. At that very moment the top popped off the anointing oil bottle which was about eight feet away and it rolled over to me at the computer and the Lord said that " I am your anointing trust in me and not yourself."
The Lord certainly
has been with our family since I got a backbone and decided to allow the anointing
of God to flow in His divine order within the house and there have been many
spiritual battles won with the victory of Jesus in me as my Husband of my soul.
The divine order and flow of life within the family especially between husband
and wife has brought many blessings and spiritual growth to us all and there
is a house here which belongs to the Lord where many meetings take place and
people are healed in the name of Jesus for the glory of God. I recall one such
time when the Lord said to me your son Kent is slipping back go and pray with
him. I put my arm around him and allowed the Lord to pray through me for him
and when I prayed we both heard loud flicking of pages behind us, " flick flick
flick flick flick flick flick for about ten or so seconds and an angel had found
a Bible verse and underlined it with a marker for a witness to the prayer which
I had just prayed. The verse is.
Heb 10:37-39
37 For yet in a very little while,
He who is coming will come, and will not delay.
38 But My righteous one shall live
by faith; and if he shrinks back, My soul has no pleasure in him.
39 But we are not of those who shrink
back to destruction, but of those who have faith to the preserving of the soul.
(NAS)
There have been many such events happen all of which confirm that the Lord is coming and He is making us aware of His presence and the way to receive of Him. I have found in recent days that the Lord has given me a voice which can penetrate into heaven and often as I pray in the spirit I feel like a sonic boom as the voice goes into a different dimension. I have found myself preaching in other places in visions and yet it seems so real like I was actually there. I have felt the powerful impression of other peoples spirit around me and I have prayed for them only to find out that they have been in immediate need of prayer. The Lord said "every thought that you have or spirit that you have towards another is something within your own being that needs to be corrected and that when you allow me to fully live in you then you will only have My nature flowing from you which will heal all others." The Lord said to me " it is not important what you know , it is important what you don't know, empty yourself and reveal christ." In prayer one day I was really seeking His presence and I made some progress and He lifted me higher to Himself and He said "you are a son of David." A new Christian at work came to me and said that the Lord had spoken to him the night before regarding me and he told me what was said. He said the the Lord said " tell Grant to come to Jerusalem" and He said it several times, so much in fact that the man could not mistake that it was a message from the Lord for me and he could not wait to tell me. I thought that the Lord had better confirm it in scripture and so I asked God to reveal in the Word whether it was so, and the first words I read when I opened the Bible were come to Jerusalem. Being still not fully convinced I asked the Lord to bring another witness and that afternoon the pay girl came around and said " when are you going to Jerusalem" and so I know that the new Jerusalem is descending upon us and that I am called up hither to battle in the heavens.
This calling to
come to Jerusalem has been the call for all of the time of my life following
after Jesus Christ and it is this joining with our spiritual Mother of all,
Jerusalem above that we all need to seek as we put on the mind of Christ. I
have been aware of Heaven coming to earth and the new birth for some time now
and I have hungered to know God and His Christ Jesus for eternal life is knowing
God. I have asked God to pour His life into mine and prayed for the fullness
to come where I will receive the glory of God and immortality. During a prayer
to God concerning the metamorphosis of my mortal body and how it will come about
and what do I need to pray for it to happen all of a sudden the voice of God
came into me in the middle of my prayer and He said " Life is in you, death
will pass from you." This gave me great confidence in the coming of the Lord
into the sons of God in this hour and the great need for preparations to be
made for all who will receive Him in His fullness in this generation.
These are only a
few of the spiritual experiences which I have had as the Lord has made me aware
of His presence in me and I am glad to share them with you in the hope that
you too may seek to know the Lord more closely and follow Him more nearly. The
words of Jesus that heaven is within you and that we are the Temple of God and
that the Father and Jesus will come to live in us along with the Holy Spirit
certainly give us the eternal hope of Glory Christ in us.
I ask that you also make preparations
within your own lives for the appearing of the King of Glory and I pray that
you maintain a teachable spirit regarding the things of God for all things are
of God and God will be all and in all.
So if you believe
differently from the mainstream Churches and you want to know the Truth hidden
within your own earth, seek the heart of God and set you mind on the spirit
asking all things of God and let Him direct your path. If you are caught up
in religion or trying to reach God by your own understanding then I suggest
that you open your heart to the Lord Jesus Christ the first born of many brethren
and listen to what He has to say to your own mind.
Belief is our effort but knowing comes as God lives in you by His Spirit, open the door.
The Church of the
day did not believe Jesus when He came and only those who had an ear to hear
believed and trusted and moved on to know God. Today there is being formed in
the earth a Royal priesthood who will deliver all of creation from the bondage
of corruption and this company will be Christ manifest in the flesh and many
will not believe it.
I hope this page
has been of some benefit to you and I hope you will seek His Truth on this site
and on other sites linked to this site.
I BELIEVE
DIFFERENTLY
THE lORD SAYS IT'S ALL RIGHT, THAT WE HAVE LOST OUR PERFECT SIGHT.
I MADE YOU ALL THAT WAY, YOU ARE MY VESSELS OF BEAUTIFUL CLAY.
I MOULD YOU ALL AND SHAPE YOU ALL INTO SOMEONE JUST LIKE ME.
I CREATED GOOD AND EVIL AND WE ALL SEE WHAT WE SEE.
SOON COMES THE DAY, WHEN YOU ALL SHALL SURELY SEE ARIGHT,
WHEN THE CHRIST OF GOD APPEARS, TO GIVE YOU ALL NEW LIGHT.
SO HUNGER NOW
FOR WHAT IS RIGHT AND FOR WHAT IS EVER TRUE
for
JESUS YOUR SAVIOUR HE HUNGERS
AFTER YOU.